Approx. 3 hrs. 45 mins. Before Flight

3 hours and 45 minutes before the flight to ShangHai.

Cant really describe, no eagerness, no worries, no feelings nothning at all . . . . .

My language almost packed, and i have written my will. Weird person am i? I usually prepare for the worst. Though i manage to see some of my friends last weekend but i truly wanted to see only one person, lest it became my regret. . . .

Nevertheless, life continues and the time tickles by . . . .

How i wish if i could turn the clock and just freeze it there. . . . watching peacefully the dazzling brightness and immerse myself into absorbing every moment.

Hopefully we will c each other soon. . . . . . .