Feeling out of the Place

Been away from blogging this few weeks, i dun noe why but feeling damn out of place. Despite the fun i have in my cca. School homework been pilling like mad and test and exams that i never seem to get a hang of. Only today i just finish Chem SPA. . . . Haix maybe i shld not even come to MJC. . . . Its like forcing myself to cope with the work that meant for people with better brains than me. . . . Jia Yi ask me y i so emo. Its not that. I simply dont know wad other were conversing bout so i keep quiet. Moreover in the lectures, i sometimes sit alone. Part of myself tells me that i am now not part of the class le. its like everyone so distant from me. Ironic that i make good frens with other class ppl like the S301s . . . . . Just dun noe what to look forward to school every morning. Possibly dreading school for the first time. . .

Past up my PI on last friday, 2nd May. Ms Tan say its very good but i not too sure wif myself.
Turns out my Project Work Grouping is Priscilla, Zhising, Camalyn, Grace and of course myself(duh!)

CCA is my only thing i look forward too le. . . . Train together, sweat together, "slim down" together(as the girls call the Conditioning Exercise). . . . . Tml CCA Exco annoucing le. . . . Hoping that the new Exco will bring colour to the boring MJC life.